Thursday, 7/8/08

ingredients:

+Frustraton,anger
My emotions are unstabilised right now, apa taknya if someone is left there to wait and w.a.i.t and WAIT for a meeting that as 'they' say will start at 10.30 pm (yeh right) but in the end turned out to be at 11.30 pm!! Janji Melayu?that's what people call it right? Luckily, i predicted that this would happen again and again so, i had a plan b up my sleeve.

+concern
The condition of my roommate was troubling me, her stomach was upset about something and was full of air (ni translate 'masuk angin' bulat2 ni) which in my opinion was due to an empty stomach (she only ate a sardine bun and waffle that evening although i told her to eat rice or at least noodles, her reason?=dah muak dan tak lalu nak makan benda2 yg sama tiap2 hari. To me this is also true, but what to do, it's either that you take it or leave it). She on the other hand believes that it was the result of food poisoning, and believes that the sardine bun was her culprit (im not to sure about this though, but i should also bear in mind that she has a weak stomach).

+suspicion, cautiousness
It was past 12 already, i heard the sound of keys jingling thus consciously rushed to the door, presumably to let my friend in. Surprisingly it wasn't her but instead there where two unidentified persons, covered from head to ankle (their socks were probably in the wash) standing and staring at my door. So fine, i was ok with that and greeted them (although quite formally):

"Ya..boleh saya bantu?, nak jumpa dengan siapa ya?" (urm..make note that i didn't really use bahasa baku, ok :p)

then came the reply: "takda papa, akak sajaje kat sini", along with a indescribable facial expression (applying last sems pcshycholocy lessons am i?)

So, i then asked: "akak ni biro kebajikan dan aduan ke?" (in hope that there was some info on Syairah, whom was taken to Hospital Klang when i was out)

the reply: "tak, akak biro disiplin dan keselamatan" (this means she was the one in charge of the skuad penyelamat nyer meeting tadi~yada x3)

me: "oh, ya ke?" and then i also added "saya datang meeting tadi" with a smille

her: "tahu, akak perasan awak tadi" (me in me heart: ye ke? saya tak perasan akak pon)

I didnt know what to do or say next, she was just standing there and gave me a look, a displeased look, which also somewhat looked like a hateful one too (i wish this wasnt true though). So i just closed the door but decided to reopen it after some moment. And yes the lady was still there! So i repeated my firt statement when i first open the door back then and also added "bukan apa tapi korang ni suspicious la"

she of course hit back at me "orang yang ada sifat camni sure buat benda camni jugak, tah2 dia yang buat"

i was like akak ni apakehal tetiba malam2 nak cari gaduh dengan orang yg inocernt ni...aduh, dah pon kepala tengah serabut pasal syairah and pasal jualan2..

so i simply replied "ye ke?then watch me"

and she was like "ok, i will"

...silence....

...at last..the bell rang, i was rescued by syairah and kak farah (i acted more dramatically to convert that her condition was terrible, to avoid saying anything more to the uninvited visitors-wahaha). at last they peacfully went (ayat hiperbola nih).owh, so this point must be under:

+syukur (thankfulness) point

So Syairah, kak Farah and i than had some quite talk...and exchanged stories...and in the end i finally realized that the visitors were somehow mad at me for being to talkertive in the meeting (well yeh, why shouldent i, we have a right to speak dont we..-i wont state the article though), senyap salah, cakap banyak pon salah than what should i do?(p/s: i complaind about the time management of the meeting back then)

So all for now,

recent update?=Syairah was in pain throughout the night. the medication pills the doctor gave didnt help at all. She vomitted, and couldent sleep. This morning she was transported to hospital kelang, and is waiting for a checkup. she is a appendix suspect. Please hope and pray for the best for her. till then..

p/s:didnt have to check this post throughly..might have some errors.